Diary of A Mad Brown Girl

its been quite a while since he died but i miss him still so terribly.what makes it worse is that every night i hear the damn cat next door and i always think of him when i do.i miss my baby.so much it hurts.i cant even talk about him in the open.i cant bring myself to say his name out loud.it always makes me want to cry.my heart still bleeds.he died terribly.he did not deserve to die that way. he was MY baby.my tiger boy.i miss him so so very much.